59th Post!!

Randomness

Things has been looking rather shitty for the past week or so..

Whether its not being able to cope with demands, to personal feelings, to trying to not lose the temper, to holding it in, to trying to fight the itch to smoke even after 7 months or trying to fight a personal dissatisfaction..

No matter what it is, after the fall..we shake it off..and move on.

But of all the listed things up there, I guess 'trying to fight a personal dissatisfaction' is actually the hardest thing to do, as compared to the rest of the things listed up there..

Put it in perspective

1) Cope with demands = you can just suck it up and do it..

2) Personal feelings = you can just suck it up and pretend nothing happened..

3) trying not to lose the temper = you can just don't entertain your anger..

4) holding it in = you really just need to hold it in..

5) fight the itch to smoke even after 7 months = you really just need will power to keep on saying no..

but as for 'trying to fight a personal dissatisfaction'..honestly there isnt really a way to just shake it off and move on..it was funny how dissatisfied you can get whenever you dont achieve something.

Saw a quote recently,

'You can't be in the game without a goal' = this is actually so fucking true..

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Randomness 2

Ever looked at someone in the eyes, and as they are speaking of you, you actually see disappointment?? I would say its not hard to spot if you actually pay enough attention to what was being said, how the sentence was formed and the words that was chosen, and more importantly the body language as they are speaking of you..

I have seen it a few times...once as the person was speaking of someone else, a few other times where friends are speaking of douchebags I dont give a fuck about, and a few times it was my turn..

Its not exactly thrilling to spot someone concealing their disappointment at you and at the same time the words uttered are contradicting their body language.

First time for me as the person spoke of me,

I spotted Alot of concealed disappointment and FUCKING ALOT of concealed hate

Of course during this time..I was devastated as hell and to spot all those was just another blow to the crotch

Which at this point..a friend of mine told me "You are sad..and its the first time I seen you this sad.."

Well after that there was another time which reminded me of the first time (just the disappointment part)..and I was sad because it has flashes of the first time...then as it goes on it just dawn on me...I was just dissatisfied..I really wasnt sad at all.. -.-

At this point my friend pointed out to me "Why is it when you speak of it..it sounds as though you are telling me a story of how you did not win a bowling competition you were in.."

I laughed..and I wasn't dissatisfied anymore thereafter..

So moral of the story..when you are dissatisfied..just laugh but of course, it must come with a so to speak Epiphany..

im my own grandpa~

I'm My Own Grandpa
Guy Lombardo

Now many many years ago when I was twenty-three
I was married to a widow who was pretty as can be
This widow had a grown-up daughter who had hair of red
My father fell in love with her and soon they too were wed

Oh I'm my own grandpa
I'm my own granpa
It sounds funny I know,
But it really is so
Oh I'm my own grandpa

This made my dad my son-in-law and changed my very life
My daughter was my mother 'cause she was my father's wife
To complicate the matter even though it brought me joy
I soon became the father of a bouncing baby boy

My little baby then became a brother-in-law to Dad
And so became my uncle, though it made me very sad
For if he was my uncle, then that also made him br'ther
Of the widow's grown-up daughter who was also my stepmother

Father's wife then had a son who kept them on the run
And he became my grandchild, for he was my daughter's son
My wife is now my mother's mother and it makes me blue
Because altho' she is my wife, she's my grandmother too

Now if my wife is my grandmother, then I'm her grandchild
And every time I think of it, it nearly drives me wild
For now I have become the strangest case I ever saw
As husband of my grandmother, I am my own grandpa

58th Post!!

Messiah Complex

A messiah complex is a state of mind in which the individual believes he/she is, or is destined to become, a savior. Many, although not all, people who have a so-called messiah complex often are suffering from some form of schizophrenia.

In this case of course, the definition up there is not necessary. In this case, we would just define Messiah Complex as someone that just cannot turn down a distress call.

House once called Wilson a person with a Messiah Complex, just so we are clear..Wilson is the person on the LEFT and House is the person on the RIGHT.

Wilson "That is not my porn.."

So why is it that some people just can't turn down a distress call?? Is it because they have nothing better to do?? Is it because they just have to help?? Is it because they just want to be accepted?? or maybe they are just plain nice..no matter what the reason is good or bad..more often than not I believe people like that are actually good at helping others but not themselves.

On screen, Wilson always seems to be the person with all the answers to House's whims and always know what do to or tell House, but when it comes to himself being in a limbo, he usually can't help himself, even if it is the simplest thing.

Another good example is Hank Azaria in his short lived TV Series Huff, a fucked up shrink that knows what to tell others, but not himself.

If by any chance you have a friend like that, pay a little more attention and you will come to realise that he/she SERIOUSLY cant help him/herself when it matters

57th Post!!

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New favourite song





From what I know this song was specifically writen for Transformers 2..but the meaning behind the lyrics seems deeper than the movie itself..

56th Post!!

Strung Out

Just saw He's Just Not That into You not too long ago, chick flick or not, I gotta admit, its a pretty damn good movie. The writing was great and the acting was even better, minus Scarlett Johansson (cause I feel her acting is bad)

I cant put the Youtube video here..but this is my favourite scene..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kfe-ecRCovk

and my favourite part of my favourite scene

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gLDHJkt-Fv4&feature=related


What a line..

'You're my exception'

55th Post!!

The Morgan





This move up here is called 'The Morgan', it came from TV series Chuck. The reasoning behind this move was that, back then Morgan was always picked on by girls, and he protected the two things he felt are the most important before he got hit, the face and the crotch, but as for the sissy pose, I dont have a reasoning for that..


But as for what this post is about, all said and done..The Morgan up there is essentially for pussies. You are so scared to face the fact that you curl up like that and avoid getting hit. I would admit that I did 'The Morgan' before cause I was too afraid of change and looking back at it probably that would be one mistake I might just have to take to the grave with me -.-


Is really getting hit worse than curling yourself up to make that sissy pose? Of course I know its not, and how long/many more times you can do that pose until you regret?? People believe third time is the charm..I believe ONE time is enough..

54th Post!!

Aura

I was watching Chuck over the weekend and I came about a very interesting word;

The word is Schnook, and the layman's term, it means someone that is always victimised.

And on the same day, as I was watching my beloved below average Liverpool maul Hull City, I came about another intersting set of words;

Aura of Inevitability, which speaks for itself.

Ever came across any individuals, that has this 'Please Bully Me', 'Please Victimised Me' tag on their forehead? Just take a second to be honest with yourself, ALL of us has bump into one and ALL of us has taken advantage or has bully one, unless of course if YOU are a Schnook then you won't know what I am talking about.

On the other hand, ever came across any individuals that has this aura about them, some form of greatness, intimidation and mutual respect for? Those are the people with Aura of Inevitability.

...and of course there are those normal people, which either bullies and victimised the Schnooks and respects those with the Aura of Inevitabilty. Let me give you a simple example which I believer speaks for itself;

In Football;

Schnooks - Darren Fletcher, Paul Scholes, Jamie Carragher, Ryan Babel, Nicklas Bendtner, Salomon Kalou & Steve McLaren

If you know how they look like, just take a moment to think if you would mess with them if you are a senior or a bigger star than them or equals..

Aura of Inevitability - Fernando Torres, Steven Gerrard, Wayne Rooney, Rio Ferdinand, Frank Lampard, John Terry, Cesc Fabregas & Fabio Capello

They are the stars of the English games, having to face them sometimes there will only be one out come, you will lose and because they bear the aura with them, before anything you lose half the battle already.

Another simpler example close to home, lets take a look at our 4th and 5th Prime Minister, who between the two you think is the Schnook and the Aura bearer..

The final example will be the male characters of Friends, 2 Schnooks and an Aura bearer.

The world is cruel, so if you are a Schnook, you are not getting out of there, if you are an Aura bearer, you will lose it and down graded to be a normal person. So at the end of the day, if you are a fucking Schnook you WILL forever be a Schnook.